A Mother's Pride!

I am always proud of my children. They are good kids. Now I am not saying they are perfect by other's standards and yes they do make mistakes, but they are perfect to me!

My youngest Rachel is growing into a beautiful young lady! She recently turned 13 and I can hardly believe it. Only yesterday she was a baby in my arms. Now she is a smart young lady balancing many wonderful talents and I couldn't be prouder of her! She gets good grades and does very well in school she is currently the leading role of Alice in her schools musical "Wonderland." She took 1st place in her school Science fair, district Science fair and regional science fair this year, and her group is headed to state for their history day project, a documentary on the Ludlow Massacre.

Rachel and her group @ History Day Regionals 2011

As I mentioned a couple days ago I had the blessed opportunity to speak to my wonderful step-daughter Amber. She is doing wonderfully in L.A. She is carrying a 4.0 GPA and working towards her goal of competing in the TCA (toughest cadet alive) competition. She also shared that she had auditioned for her school musical and that they are doing Once Upon A Mattress! This show is a favortie of mine as it was the first musical my freshamn year of high school and I am excited to tell you that she was cast as Queen Aggravain! This is so exciting to me and I anxiously hope that I will be able to see this on video I am so extremely proud of her also!

Amber in last years PSAS production of Mulan in the role of Mushu

As for my son Alex, all I can say is I am very worried about him. I know that he is making me proud and getting good grades because that is how I raised him, but at this time I am not allowed contact with him and that hurts and I miss him so very much! He is a good boy and I do not understand why they would cut off his contact with the outside world, not just me but his two sisters also! I pray for him and hope with all my heart that he continues to go to his new church family there in Texas and that he will work hard and be the young man that I know in my heart he is!

Alex being inducted into South's National Honor Society last spring.

My ISA has arrived! I am so excited! I cannot wait to start in the morning! I am all ready I have prepared my shake my putting my ISALean Shake powder into my blender bottle and packing my ISASnacks in a baggie so I can grab them as I head out the door for work in the morning! Just like when I used to prepare sack lunches for the kids when they were younger! :) I can just get up get ready and grab my sack Breakfast as I roll out the door! LOL

I have to say I was impressed the Shake Powder actually smelled good! I read about people becoming ISAHolics and I can already imagine me actually craving my Shakes! I Am ready and I have so many supporters already who are ready to cheer me on :) I love this!

Stay tuned in to my blog to find out more about my journey. Also Update will come tomorrow as i am out of time to write more tonight but I have to share i spoke to Amber tonight and it was wonderful so get ready for my brag fest tomorrow! :) XOXOXO Night all :)

Ok so wow, I am doing this I posted Photos on my Journey page on Facebook today and I must admit I am very anxious about it. I have not ever posted photos like these before but This is the beginning of a new me. I promise to be brutally honest and put everything out there that I can. Both good and Bad even if I hate the way I look I know now that I am at a turning point and everything is going to change from here on out. I need to show my starting point, the worst so that I can see for myself the changes visually. I need to show others where I am so that they can follow along and see my progress. I my not like it but this is my first step in making a change in myself and seeing things in a new light! I have not put myself out there in a bathing suit ever!

So as you can see I decide why not go a step further put it out here in my blog as well. Show every fold and roll every horrible lump and bump! These images are scary to me I do not see myself like this in my mind. I am not this person. I will not continue to let myself look like this Everything starts to change today!

Weight @ Home ~ 306lbs.

Weight @ Doctor's Office ~ 308.6

Height ~ 5' 9"

Measurements=

Neck ~17"

Upper Arm (Left) ~ 16"

Upper Arm (Right) ~ 17"

Bust ~ 56"

Diaphragm ~ 51"

Waist ~ 54"

Abdomen ~ 57.5"

Buttocks ~55.5"

Upper Thigh (Left) ~ 30.5"

Upper Thigh (Right) ~ 32"

Calf (Left) ~ 19.25"

Calf (Right) ~ 20"

Upper Knee (Left) ~ 21.5"

Upper Knee (Right) ~ 21.75"

Total Inches ~ 469"