Ok so wow, I am doing this I posted Photos on my Journey page on Facebook today and I must admit I am very anxious about it. I have not ever posted photos like these before but This is the beginning of a new me. I promise to be brutally honest and put everything out there that I can. Both good and Bad even if I hate the way I look I know now that I am at a turning point and everything is going to change from here on out. I need to show my starting point, the worst so that I can see for myself the changes visually. I need to show others where I am so that they can follow along and see my progress. I my not like it but this is my first step in making a change in myself and seeing things in a new light! I have not put myself out there in a bathing suit ever!

So as you can see I decide why not go a step further put it out here in my blog as well. Show every fold and roll every horrible lump and bump! These images are scary to me I do not see myself like this in my mind. I am not this person. I will not continue to let myself look like this Everything starts to change today!

Weight @ Home ~ 306lbs.

Weight @ Doctor's Office ~ 308.6

Height ~ 5' 9"

Measurements=

Neck ~17"

Upper Arm (Left) ~ 16"

Upper Arm (Right) ~ 17"

Bust ~ 56"

Diaphragm ~ 51"

Waist ~ 54"

Abdomen ~ 57.5"

Buttocks ~55.5"

Upper Thigh (Left) ~ 30.5"

Upper Thigh (Right) ~ 32"

Calf (Left) ~ 19.25"

Calf (Right) ~ 20"

Upper Knee (Left) ~ 21.5"

Upper Knee (Right) ~ 21.75"

Total Inches ~ 469"